June 4th
me: *stays home*
parents: why are you so lazy? get off your ass and do something with your life
me: *goes out*
parents: omg you're out of control stop hanging out with those people and roaming the streets
me: *eats*
parents: you are ruining your body with that garbage
me: *doesn't eat something*
parents: we're getting really concerned are you on a diet is there something you're not telling us do you have an eating disorder?
me: *exhales*
parents: don't give me that attitude
me: *stays home*
parents: why are you so lazy? get off your ass and do something with your life
me: *goes out*
parents: omg you're out of control stop hanging out with those people and roaming the streets
me: *eats*
parents: you are ruining your body with that garbage
me: *doesn't eat something*
parents: we're getting really concerned are you on a diet is there something you're not telling us do you have an eating disorder?
me: *exhales*
parents: don't give me that attitude
June 1st
I want to kill myself so badly right now. So I don’t have to feel this amount of pain, stress, disgust, anger, hate and this inadequateness.
But for some reason I can’t bring myself to do it. Maybe that’s because deep down I know it will eventually get better.
I…
May 30th
I never knew life could hurt this much. I don’t want to die, I just want to sleep forever.
April 17th
It is quite disgusting seeing how much weight I have put on.
April 10th
Someone: What's wrong?
Inside my mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore. I always feel alone. I'm fat. I haven't been eating that much and I'm hungry all the time. No one cares about me. I can't sleep. I'm too tired. I want to sleep and never wake up. I just want to disappear...
Me: Oh nothing, I'm fine
Someone: What's wrong?
Inside my mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore. I always feel alone. I'm fat. I haven't been eating that much and I'm hungry all the time. No one cares about me. I can't sleep. I'm too tired. I want to sleep and never wake up. I just want to disappear...
Me: Oh nothing, I'm fine
